Hurt..

Deep inside.. Very much..
I want to forget you..
Is there any way of getting rid of the memories about you..
Why is it so hard for me to forget about you..
And so easy for you to do so..
Is it because I put my heart and soul onto you, but you're just words...
And when you're gone.. I feel like I just got ripped off..
Soulmate..? I guess when a person really put that person..
They love so much in that category..
And when that soulmate just leaves like that..
That person will really suffer in the end..
Really suffer..
I told you I am very serious in relationships..
I don't wanna get hurt again..
You promised me everything..
I trusted you..
And so I gave you everything..
Now.. I'm feeling all these shit again..
=,(

Am really trying..
to stand up..
=,(