I'm so fucked up... My assignments haven't even finished, and few hours more is my presentation... Why... My life is so fucking miserable. Thought she would be the one.. I only want her... I love her so much... why... must she do this... It is so painful...deep inside its burning, u know how hurting it is being cheated yourself... you found urself a loyal guy, who would devote for you, everything is all about u.. and this is what u do... =,(
Should have just go straight to the point. Why must you go on saying, I want to be single. I want time and space. Fuck you! I should have trusted my feelings... I always have bad feelings past few days... looking at your phone, hiding it at an angle where my eyes couldnt see. I know something wasnt right, but why the hell i still trusted you and keeps on holding on...
What goes around come around... I dont know what have I done to deserve this... Controlling? hah! you're the one started with the rules, "always remember ya! go wherever u wan, please tell me. please dont text girls ya? Please dont stand so close to girls ya? please dont wear tight shirt ya? please dont do this do that" i did what you wanted. but back to yourself, U CANT EVEN FOLLOW WHAT U SAID AND MAKE IT AS AN EXCUSE TO BE SINGLE?!
I'm controlling? hmm shirts. fine, im wrong, its becuz I dont want u to look like a cheap whore.
You dont want me to care, fine you wanna wear, you wear. Then comes back begging please control u cuz U WANNA FEEL CARED?! WTF? What the hell should I DO? Fighting about small stuff, U ASK YOURSELF! UR PROMISES ARE ALL LIES, if its small to u, why cant u even keep your promises?!
Always ask me to keep holding on no matter what happens, we can fix things right, theres always ups and downs, and at 1 point, we'll be back together. Look at yourself. Look whos ditching who. HAH!
My mum was right, always right. Same goes to my feelings. WHY THE FUCK AM I SO DUMB!
I hate you so much. I hate cheaters. But you made me trusted you that you're not a cheater. I fall for your lies. Easily. Like mother like daughter. Mirror yourself.
