A leg on two boats

Well... this is my life.. Got cheated again.. TWICE in my fucking life! WTF is wrong with girls nowadays. Fake promises, lies.. Hypocrites...

I'm so fucked up... My assignments haven't even finished, and few hours more is my presentation... Why... My life is so fucking miserable. Thought she would be the one.. I only want her... I love her so much... why... must she do this... It is so painful...deep inside its burning, u know how hurting it is being cheated yourself... you found urself a loyal guy, who would devote for you, everything is all about u.. and this is what u do... =,(

Should have just go straight to the point. Why must you go on saying, I want to be single. I want time and space. Fuck you! I should have trusted my feelings... I always have bad feelings past few days... looking at your phone, hiding it at an angle where my eyes couldnt see. I know something wasnt right, but why the hell i still trusted you and keeps on holding on...

What goes around come around... I dont know what have I done to deserve this... Controlling? hah! you're the one started with the rules, "always remember ya! go wherever u wan, please tell me. please dont text girls ya? Please dont stand so close to girls ya? please dont wear tight shirt ya? please dont do this do that" i did what you wanted. but back to yourself, U CANT EVEN FOLLOW WHAT U SAID AND MAKE IT AS AN EXCUSE TO BE SINGLE?!
I'm controlling? hmm shirts. fine, im wrong, its becuz I dont want u to look like a cheap whore.
You dont want me to care, fine you wanna wear, you wear. Then comes back begging please control u cuz U WANNA FEEL CARED?! WTF? What the hell should I DO? Fighting about small stuff, U ASK YOURSELF! UR PROMISES ARE ALL LIES, if its small to u, why cant u even keep your promises?!

Always ask me to keep holding on no matter what happens, we can fix things right, theres always ups and downs, and at 1 point, we'll be back together. Look at yourself. Look whos ditching who. HAH!
My mum was right, always right. Same goes to my feelings. WHY THE FUCK AM I SO DUMB!

I hate you so much. I hate cheaters. But you made me trusted you that you're not a cheater. I fall for your lies. Easily. Like mother like daughter. Mirror yourself.