I'm so sorry for everything...

For the past few days, I don't have much time to spend on my com and update stuff...even with my beloved comel comel wifey...I'm so sorry... =,(
Haish...it's all about study and assignments...



I really really love my wife so much...I want to spend all day long with her so much...
But...haish...my timetable really sux =,(

But no matter how, always always always remember that I love you with all my heart baby, Julia Marin! Always remember that no one in this world can replace u, no one can stop me from loving you baby. I'm all yours. Always remember that.

I really miss you baby...I missed everything, the happy moments we spend together =,(

And always remember to smile even if I'm not there! Cuz your smile is my strength, my spirit, my everything.
Thank you so much baby.

Love the music, as it opens up my mind. <3

Stupid liquid bombs =.="

I'm sick and tired of running to the toilet for so many times just to bomb.


Anyhow, from what I've learn, IT IS BEST NOT TO EAT SOMETHING OILY AND GO FREAKING DRINK SOMETHING THAT IS WITH MILK CONTENT. THEY ARE NOT SWEET COUPLES! THEY WILL FIGHT IN YOUR STOMACH AS A BATTLEFIELD AND LEAVE BLOODY SHITS IN YOUR STOMACH! ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT!

GO AWAY!

OK, my fucking sick stomach and fever is now gone!! Back to normal!!!
THANKS TO MY WIFE, FOR BUYING ME A COKE, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!
AND ALSO THANKS TO THE PANADOL ACTI-FAST!! =)
WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!



WOOHOOOOOO. I'm happy I get to meet my wife today, looking at her makes me smile! =D

My life is boring, nothing much to tell...its all the same daily routine in the process of achieving my dreams...what to do, I'm still depending on my parents...but, its all gonna be ashes soon. Nothing much to talk about my life...cuz it's all boring. But life just gets interesting together with my wife, Julia Marin =D

I'm not being secretive, just that, I have nothing much to tell, and I'm trying to erase the past of bitterness off my head, and enjoy sweet dreams instead. Oh well...going to Desa Petaling later to take Antonio hehe =D

OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE AND CONCENTRATE! YOU"RE MISSING SOMETHING...

Then again...feeling Sick =,(

Had great fun yesterday morning together with my wife, and to me, I've learn a lot of new things. ;D

Then in college, my team was the first to finish the tiling workshop (40mins earlier than the rest of the team), and yeah, gotta admit (not lanci ok) its the most beautiful of all HAHA! No offence to other team bebs! Haish, we thought we can go back early after finishing, but the asshole lecturer said, OH NO~~~ YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR OTHER TEAMS~~~ IN A FAGGY WAY OF TALKING~~~ eat this o0o(=,=) o0o!

After college, straight to the arms of my wife, and omg, so comforting being with her. Just seeing her makes my day! Not seeing her a day can make my life zombie-like. Just like L4D =(

Then in the night, she met her cousing sis and step bro, oh yeah...his bro was a hottie =p makes me insecure when she said "How I wish he was not my bro! Just kidding" with a giggle...
Its okay, i trust her with all my heart! =D

Then we went to Desa Petaling to take her aunt and her kids...OMG CUTE RAHUL and arman! Haish...wish rahul was mine wuahahaha! Gotta upload the photo soon. Then we get em and went to setapak, nearby the roundabout, there's a stall like mamak, but not mamak, anyhow, the cook is a ...erm...hehe....man with boobs. =D

After eating, we went to Sg. Wang and makan dulian...ohh...D24, nice shit! Then we send them back to Desa Petaling together with Antonio...kesian Antonio haha..

Me and my wife went back together lo...and SHIT, i went to the wrong turning as it was night...couldn't see well, and went to bangsar...=.=" anyhow, i followed my wife's instinct cuz i don't wanna follow mine...but then...quite dissapointed when i said the road is correct, also she said its wrong haiyo...have confidence in me la =(

Then went back to Forlong, settle everything and kaboom...back to banging my bed...

10th July

FUCKED UP DAY...woke up nearly around 2 pm...waiting and waiting for my wife's msg, and around 4 pm...i found my pants...wet. I had stomach pain since morning until 4pm +...its was sickening man...this diarrhea was the worst I've even felt...then again...I was hoping my wife to be with me...I'm really wishing already...and I'm gonna see how it goes...it's cuz she was maybe busy in the afternoon...and so i let her finish what shes doing and I'll wait for her...

No pain, no gain...

I think...just telling is no use, but to feel it, is learning.

just saying what I'm feeling right now...

Anyhow, life is a learning process, just have to go through everything and find the meaning of life in our little story book. We learn from our mistakes and take things seriously so that history will never be repeated again. We learn to stand up still and even stronger after countless failures, and success comes after. We try to make things so perfect, but in the end its all crumble and rubble to be embraced. We expect the best but ended up the worst, and sober in tears is left to be expressed. We tend to dream, as motionless takes place, and its all but hopeless. Even little things can be deadly, when it's imbalance...you never know when it's going to be hell.

"Were only taking turns,
Holding this world,
It's how it's always been,
When you're older, you will understand"

THINK POSITIVE!!!

Oh My GOD! No one in this world is so perfect to me OK! Realize that! I really had fun throughout the days spent together on Friday - Sunday (2nd-4th of July). You're just thinking too much...that's all! I'm so sorry for being so spaced out and quiet...but I'm just trying to clear off some of the things in my skull...

1st - ASSIGNMENTS, Don't have to worry about me doing it or not, cause I am doing it! Sometimes I'm quiet, I'm just thinking which one to finish up and pass up as soon as possible so that I could spend more time and pamper my love. <3

2nd - GROUP ASSIGNMENTS, Sometimes I'm planning how to solve their problems, It's so hard for me to even scold them, cause I don't want to make enemies, but friends whom I might be needing in the future, maybe not about the course they've studied and work, but maybe in other things that they are in major of...I've been working for quite some time, and yeah...I have learned a lot about socializing and networking. I can only let my opinions out, and let them think.. And usually what I explained to them, they followed...quite stressed when their not listening or being ego, well...I'm just thinking how to solve it in a diplomatic way, that's all ;D

3rd - YOU, My life is not just about me now, it's about you and me. I'm sometimes planning about our future, future career, how much can I earn, the work load, time management, owning a house and a car for my future family with what I'm doing in the long run.. The problem with me sometimes is that...I think too much and too far, cause I care not just about me, but my wife and maybe my kids, their insurance, education, warm shelter and how to raise them up. Something like that... But remember, you're not the cause of it, it is you that my life now is with goals and objectives to be achieved, if it's not you, I'm still in the zombie-like form...

I'm really happy that you're in my life, I would walk a thousand mile to just to see you smile, I would let the rain pour on me, just to see you sleep and sound in warmth, I would sacrifice, just to see you breathe and live.. I don't mind and I don't care about the past.. If it's not for the past, you wouldn't be the person you are right now, knowing what is good and bad, know how to appreciate the people around you, know whether a person is good or not, it's all from your experience, you've learned your mistakes, so don't let history repeat itself, and that is why, you know the black and white, which is good, and which is bad, and cherish it.

So don't you ever dare to let me go, cause if it's not because of you, my life would still be a cage. But if you really want to be with someone else and do stupid things to make me pissed...you don't have to, just tell me straight off my face. But I know you're so NOT that type of person. You're so perfect to me, you're good, talented, smart, spontaneous, so cute and sweethearted...and letting you go is = meeting Michael Jackson to me. So don't think too much okay B!

I love you with all my heart, Julia Marin! <3
and I will never let you go! <3 Cause I can't!!