Just another day..

That I realized something, that what I've always believed, is not what it should be.

Change for the better,

To make things happier,

For someone who you love,

Is total bullshit.

Am so tired of trying to protect someone, and it is actually annoying.
Maybe I should just give up and let things be until they realize what I'm talking about.

"I wonder, what would happen when you're sitting nakedly on a toilet bowl, and out of a sudden someone barged into the toilet, then said. Oh my God~ I'm so sorry, I thought there was no one inside, because it's not LOCKED" walked off happily with a beautiful scene in their heads.



Well to me, it's like loosing my virginity. If it happens to someone that I don't care, I wouldn't even complaint. So it means that, I shouldn't care much anymore to put you in that same category? If so, then it shall fade.


I wonder is this really a place to express and to understand? Or actually making fights that are childish. I'm really tired of trying to save things. Maybe I should just categorize things.. Or keep on holding on the fire held in me, believing that one day things will change.. but then, I just realized something today.. It's like a knife stabbed inside me that I couldn't pull it off, and let it heal..

I really hope that what I've always believed is true.

Time just goes on ticking..

Finally, got the time to update. Remember i last post about my valentine's gift to my wifey? haha, here it is =) i made it for her, but what's inside? its a secret hehe ;D


Then, got into this pet shop with my wifey, somehow these lil cute hamster made my day, smile =)


If only I could control time.. :,(

Wonderful Days!

Wokay, make it short! Had ice-skating with my wifey in Sunway, and oh my GOD! I totally suck, it was before my b'day.

Then, on my b'day, the day that is usually forgotten or not even noticed by my families..

Turned out to be different this year! My wifey, Julia Marin made it all happen! I was really touched.. ;(

Surprises and gifts... I love her so much! And I really appreciate it =) Thank you so much for making it happen baby!

Then Valentine's Day, HEHEHE! I made something for her, it's handmade, but I forgot to take a picture, and post it here... T.T" my plans almost totally failed... Made the gift, but the weather, people around...gosh! Then the day itself is a working day and my class starts too... T.T" so I had to do things a day earlier...eve. Then I had no choice but to give it to her. I'm really glad she loves it =D

And yeah, I learned alot, she told me, if guys put effort in making something, girls are usually touched, rather than just buying something from a gift shop and throw it to them. I'll always keep that in mind baby =D

Till then, Happy Valentine's Day to all couples out there! =)

CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011!!!

Awesome new year with my wifey haha! Today we had a great day together with my FAMILY! First of all, we went to my grandma's house for reunion. Well.. it was quite boring cause there is nothing much to do.. oh well... but the great thing is.. ANG PAU!!

Then, we went to Swensen's in SS2, Petaling Jaya with my wifey, my dad, mum and bro! OMG.. The freaking huge earthquake ice-cream was damn mouth watering! Yeah, there is also a lot of variety of ice-cream to choose from! But too bad, it's not Tuesday, cause every Tuesday, they have 50% discount for that humongous ice-cream which is RM43.90++.. imagine only Rm20++.. but only for earthquake FYI!

Swensen's Earthquake. =)...

After having ice-cream, me and my wifey went back to take a rest before going to my uncle's house. Around 9pm, there we go! Man.. we went there for family reunion with my family and aunts and uncles, and also cousins. Hehe.. again ang pau =x

Oh well.. then we played this game called Black Jack together and my wifey joined us too! Shes a really fast learner! =)

But the bad thing is that... we played for few hours... and yeah, I lost RM50+... bai bai just like that and no freaking joke.. ;(

Damn disappointed.. Haish... Anyhow anyway, the best part there was we get to enjoy great snacks like Ferrero Rocher! ;D


Yup! Then, we went back around 1AM.. And there goes me and my wifey to pick her bro and cousin. Hehe, we went to Steven's Corner had supper, then had fun in 128(Snooker Center) in
Genting Klang. My wifey said shes noob... but omg! She NOT! Shes a really fast learner indeed. Just taught her a few basic steps and there she goes soaring smoothly~ I'm so proud of her!

Today was a great day, except for the gambling part where is lost RM50++ oh well, lesson learn. Always remember not to over gamble, gamble with limits and try not to get addicted! Maybe its a sign that this year will be filled with challenges for me.. I dunno =(

I love my wifey so much, she really changed a lot in a positive way =D and I'm really glad.
Baby, I always love you and will always be =) no matter whats the problem, we will always talk it out and no secrets, and try not to burst in temper no matter what.

So to everyone that are celebrating Chinese New Year, I wish you all..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011!!
Till then~ Ciaoz~!waaaaaaaaaaabit~ ;D

AM TRYING!

Struggling with matters that are related with money. To even start something needs money. It's always the easier said than done. Am tired of working every sem break, earning the same amount and work like shit. This is gonna end, it has to end. There is always alternatives. I can even draw a tree out of my ideas from just the word money.. I really want to release myself and my parents from financial chains..


I just need a spark.. from the people I love.. =(