Just another day..

That I realized something, that what I've always believed, is not what it should be.

Change for the better,

To make things happier,

For someone who you love,

Is total bullshit.

Am so tired of trying to protect someone, and it is actually annoying.
Maybe I should just give up and let things be until they realize what I'm talking about.

"I wonder, what would happen when you're sitting nakedly on a toilet bowl, and out of a sudden someone barged into the toilet, then said. Oh my God~ I'm so sorry, I thought there was no one inside, because it's not LOCKED" walked off happily with a beautiful scene in their heads.



Well to me, it's like loosing my virginity. If it happens to someone that I don't care, I wouldn't even complaint. So it means that, I shouldn't care much anymore to put you in that same category? If so, then it shall fade.


I wonder is this really a place to express and to understand? Or actually making fights that are childish. I'm really tired of trying to save things. Maybe I should just categorize things.. Or keep on holding on the fire held in me, believing that one day things will change.. but then, I just realized something today.. It's like a knife stabbed inside me that I couldn't pull it off, and let it heal..

I really hope that what I've always believed is true.