Hopes..

may turn out to be opposite. Oh well, how I wish things can go smoothly, accordingly to what I've planned for the future.. financially stable, beautiful family, colorful, successful, and most importantly, where I can always pamper my beloved =)

Anyhow, she finally understands what I'm going through, made me happy. I really dunno what to hope, but wish we will make things out, compromise, and be happy always.
I don't mind sacrificing, waiting, take the bullet, but.. All I want is appreciation, understanding, honesty, and most importantly, love. The 4 things.. I need most and wished for.

She is always my 1st.. but then.. well..
Sometimes, I'm still confused where am I in her list..
It's okay, as long shes happy =)

White hopes..