This is it.

Well, the truth is always out there. Even if I don't say it, people asks. And when that happens, I tell everything, my side of the story, I cried, whats going on, and what happened. People are not stupid, they have eyes, they have ears, they have brains to think. They know what is right what is wrong, that's why they ask.

Anyhow, this is it. I've had enough. Lies, bullshit, always turn here and there like a filthy snake "putar belit" you should know. I won't curse you, I don't blame you or him. It's your life, you chose this path. Busy to me and not to him. Wants to be single FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME, give you time, space, you will come back. HAH? See now who you're with even before we broke up. I trusted you will never CHEAT on me, oh well. Cheater is a cheater. Isn't that bullshit? I don't even mention the freaking name incase HE got smacked or fucked up by some people who always asks me WHO IS IT AND WHERE IS HE?! Since the previous posts, I don't even mention his name, you should know why. Yeah right, friend who snatches. Even if he got fucked up, it is not my problem. I told them DON'T, cause I don't blame them. I only blame myself. Let them be.

I'm not capable of taking care of her, whatever she wants, I'll try my best to get it for her. Not eating, not going out, and I did just to get her something that she wants. Trust me she won't even remember the gifts that I gave her, maybe its already in the garbage bin, cause she can get everything she wants now, just say it, he will buy it, don't be shy. Hypocrite. All she did in the end was trying to be friends with me, so that when really her relationship with HIM doesn't worked out, she can come back, SINGLE huh? She knows I always forgive her. Not anymore.
That is the answer you left me, now what? Trying to cover your shits?

Even if I don't mention the name. People knows. Fuck with all the lies and bullshit. Seriously, I don't care anymore. Even if anything happens, just call HIM. Hopefully HE WON'T take, fuck throw you in the long run. Oh well, rich kids. After few days can easily address himself as Julia's ex-boyfriend, while smiling with other girls. Its okay, life time experience of learning each other, no regrets. Not worth crying for you anymore. Always wish you all the best in life, career, relationship, and what the fuck I got? FUCKED UP FROM YOU! You never respected me or appreciate what I did for you. Oh well. After one year+ together only say it out. WHY? I don't know, maybe she was waiting for the right time to dump me when she got someone.

Oh my GOD! Talking these shitty stuff really makes me laugh, the stories you've made up, the lies and bullshit you've made up. Oh well, lame excuses.
Always remember this, what goes around, comes around. But I never wished this would happen to you in the future, all I wish was, all the best in your life, career, and relationship. No matter what, you're still the first to me.. I loved the most.. Well, she got another guy to fuck with, she won't even care about how I feel anymore. So fuck it.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means willing to relax.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means willing to let go.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means accepting the moment.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means letting go of expectations.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means letting go of specific outcomes.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means letting go of attachments.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means stop doing what you don’t want to do.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means doing what you want to do.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means letting the chips fall where they may.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means not caring what people think of you.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means trying something even if you don’t think you’ll succeed.

Saying ‘fuck it’ means not attaching a meaning to everything.

Saying ‘fuck it’ lifts a burden from your shoulders.

Saying ‘fuck it’ gives you freedom.

Hell yeah.