Glad

that I got over some bitch in my life. I feel so freaking awesome with my life right now HAHA!
Getting good grades, no one to control me, no one that stresses me out, no one that eats my time and money. So long sucker! Hopefully your fat ass butch with his all mouth full can save your materialistic world. Looser.

Anyway, been wondering when am I going to travel like her. She's only 23 and she get to travel across Asia already. Oh well, being with her is somehow an awesome experience. Her bluish green grey eyes.. golden brown hair.. pointy nose.. sweet lips, soft and smooth skin, and of course.. her beautiful and seductive smile. Geez.. I miss the times that we spent together. =(
Unfortunately she had to go back. yeah.. forever alone again I guess? Nah, I still have my crazy friends here. =)

Yeah, I somehow got over with this procrastination shit thingy, but my friends are in this shit which makes me kinda worried. I know I'm not good in exams, that is why I strive to kill these assignments with good grades and exams I don't really have to worry. What I can say about exams is that, it doesn't show how experienced and knowledgeable a person. Some empty headed people that can memorize everything from a book just to pass that fucking exam, scored good grades, and when you ask them after some time later on, it's empty. So what's the point? I somehow feel ashamed if I get good grades, then people ask me for some opinion and answers but all I can give is "I don't know" or "no idea" or answers that doesn't make sense in order to make yourself "MR. KNOW IT ALL".

So having the title AR. doesn't mean you're a professional and an all knowing person. It only gives you the recognition and authority to certify projects. Imagine if I am an AR. and people asks me this and that but I can't give a shit. I don't feel offended but, I feel disappointed with myself, but of course, I will find the answers later on to improve myself. Why would anyone make the same mistake twice.

Holding up to that kind of standard of good grades result or titles should at least know more or specialize about it. Not just some dupe cakes who takes the exam and passes it and that's all. Mr Know Nothing in the end. I am talking according to my experience and perceptions.

Things that I've wanted to express out for so long.. a lot more. But I need to keep track of my time and do things timely. That's for now. Cheers.